In A World Where Losers Always Finish First.

Just got back from Japanese at Sushi Zanmai with Theleven. We always have a good time, though this time round, I did quite a bit of observing and surprised with what I've saw in my own clique. I think we're all such different people on our own, but we come together and come across as completely in sync. It's really kind of strange, but then again, that's how friendships last :) I love each one to bits, and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

Time to go back to Port Douglas. I think I have finally accepted the fact that eventually, I will have to go back. I hope it starts getting busy again though. I really need to work, to make sure time passes quicker. And also, to be in air-conditioning each day. The heat is nice, but too much accompanied with disgusting amounts of humidity really kills. But come to think of it, I have 30 days left (or less) as a housekeeper! Or maybe I will be one again next year. Omg, i think 6 months is enough. Really, I do. But then again, anything for a career hey.

I am disgusted at Tiger Woods. Although other (probably naughtier) stars have done the same, but because of his previous clean cut image, it has made me despise him, regardless of his amazing golf. I don't know. I just, wonder what his wife must be going through at the moment. I really hope she gets as much money as she can out of him, and divorce the hell out of him. Idiot.

You know. I never really understood affairs, whether just plain sexual or with the entire package of lovey-dovey stuff. Maybe I haven't personally experienced being in a long relationship (6 months has been the longest to come think of it!), yet every time I've been in one, I don't know why but I've never seemed to have doubt. In that sense, it seemingly never comes across that he might be behind-my-back sending love notes to some other girl out there. Unfortunately, I can't really relate to people having trust issues, and being cheated on. It's not that I'd like to try it, hell no, I've seen enough to know it'd be heaps bad. But then again, I'm curious as to why people do it.

Are you not happy? If you're not, get the hell out of the relationship. It's the most difficult, but the best way. Otherwise, work your ass off to get that relationship back? My opinion is that it's really something so simple that people has tried to make absolutely complicated. Then again, I have no experience to back me up on it (again, not that I'd want it).

I've made a list of lots of new things I want to achieve this year round. I feel as if I've gained a lot of insight towards life this year. Magical, i know. I'm a kid who's maturing. Yeah, that's what I am. I was a real tomboy (ask my parents), but Fashion excites me. Seeing and picturing nice clothes being paired up together makes me really happy. Sex and the City sequel for the win! I was a real introvert, and I don't know what the heck changed me. I seem to have too much to say most of the time, and rubbish stuff too! And this is just the start :)

I think I am going to learn the art of sticking to one topic when blogging from now onwards. Like, actually find something interesting which I can rant about. That should be exciting.