The Invention of Fantasy

Technically, I haven't disappeared. As many would know, I have been on a really long holiday. And technically, it's not good because it is making me consider retirement at the age of 18. Fine, 19 in 18 days. (Oh shit, thats amazing! unless i am the only one who recognizes the pattern).

For the record, I don't know how I am going to go back to cleaning up after other (some) people's mess, watching the world enjoy Christmas and New Years whilst serving them. Perhaps that's why the public always wanted to spread the Christmas joy. This year, i'm not going to be one to judge. I might be one of those in desperate need of JOY. Picture this (because it's been playing in my head the past.. 3 days). Christmas day, instead of waking up having to wash dishes and clean up from the Eve party since a little work won't bother me, instead of going to church and (almost) nodding off due to tiredness, instead of doing anything else. Super-duper, drum-roll-worthy cleaning will make my day. Festivities, gotta love it!

Also during my absence, I have considered retirement (refer to above), gained about 5kilos, struggling with the ongoing "progress" of muscles turning into fat each day, caught up on a few Tv series, read a few books, visited ONE theme park. Really, who visits Gold Coast and only goes to ONE theme park. Apparently, my family does. But, it's been good. Oh, we got a free night in Marriot too. Because our flight got delayed by 20 hours. NEVER TAKE MALAYSIAN AIRLINES (although they did treat us okay). But, i hate delays.

I booked into UniLodge next year for accommodation and apparently am being paired up with a chick from Singapore. This should be exciting since I never seem to be able to avoid singaporeans. No, that came out wrong, because I did genuinely mean it in a good way! So, I am pretty psyched about it. And, its hell a lot cheaper than what I was paying last year. That blew my bank account away, and it wasn't funny. I had no money to spend on anything else. So yes, I see positive things coming out of this whole arrangement already.

I have been watching a lot of Disney movies. I don't know, maybe I am trying to reconnect with my childhood. I love disney stars! David Henrie, swoon. Hannah Montana (yes, Miley and no, im not embarrassed so don't bother trying to mock me), Selena Gomez, i-can't-believe-i-know-their-full-names, at the age of 18 going on 19, it feels wrong. but then again, maybe not!

i would live here. how fancy.

xo